SuperMOM in Training

is basically a list of random stuff about me (yeah, boo!) i figured since i don't make new year's resolutions, then i might just try this. anyway, some of these facts are not even known by my family or close friends. heck, i didnt even know them myself until sometime ago. so if you're reading this, then you're one lucky SOB! you've just stumbled upon the skeletons in my small closet. please. im just KIDDING! :p on the "lucky" part and of course, on the "SOB" part. *wink* seriously, it took me sometime to figure these things out. and it actually involved a lot of thinking and reflecting and laughing and a bit of crying... i didn't realize "101" is a pretty large number, and making a list with that count is friggin' long. so just a warning, this is gonna be a pretty long one (at least longer that most of my previous posts). Anyway, enough of the chitchat, i bring to you folks... SuperMom Facts 101 (In no particular order, of cours...

t's quite amazing how it comes so naturally... the worrying the anxiety the uneasiness the pain and the FEAR when your little one is not in your arms. knowing you are not there, and will not be there when he learns a new game when he utters a new word or two when he laughs when he grows up and you're just not there. with him. all the time. oh, yeah. damn right im scared. but what scares and hurts me more is the fact that he still is a child with childish moments. crying and whining moments that none of the people around him could understand moments where he needs the patience, tolerance, and acceptance of a mother. but no, im not there. instead, he's left with an upset, irritated, hot-tempered, stay-at-home-for-the-moment-coz-he's-jobless babysitter. and just because he's a crybaby or crankier than most kids his age, that still doesn't give him or a anyone the right to discipline him (if you equate hitting/spanking with discipline!) their own way!!! i admit im ...